“When it comes to girls, men keep their options open.”
Well, I guess I’m not getting a boyfriend:) I should be his ONLY option. haha. well, hello to forever alone. hahaha.
I realized, every girl is too precious to be “an option”. Girls, if you aren’t the ONLY ONE to the guy, then you shouldn’t think twice.
Why?! Why am I so tired physically?! Mentally and spiritually I feel good, but I’m so tired…
God, your word and support is the reason I can move forward.
I have never been this sleepy and tired before.
Here’s a first time for everything! haha. Good night, my dear friends.
The urge to leave california increased exponentially the past couple of weeks.
It’s not because of friends, family, or the environment. I love my friends. I love my family. I love my church.
However, I need to leave. I have to leave. I want to experience more. I want to grow more.
I feel like I am in a small bubble. I want to burst through it and escape to a larger world that I have not experienced before. I know that I was created to do greater things. I know that I was not created to stay in one place.
As I continuously and desperately pray for my future, the more I understand myself. I was created to be independent, free-spirited, and sociable. But I wasn’t able to express, fully, these characteristics because I was in a bubble that I could not break out of. Now, I am starting to develop my characteristics.
God has been preparing me. I can feel it. I can see it. It’s time.
As time passes by, people might tell me, “You have changed.”
No. I am finally becoming the woman I was created to be. Nothing can stop me. God’s creation is done. It cannot be changed. He is God.
I came across this again through a brother. Once again, I was convicted. Once again, God has broken my heart for what broke His.
잠을 못 자겟다. 이러면 안돼지만.. 두렵다. 계속 악몽만 꿈꾸기 싫어서 안 자고싶나. 나도 약한면 이 많다.
그래서 하나님이 너무나도 필요하다.